Most of my time has been spent looking for what is next. The next social gathering, the next purchase, the next job. A substantial component of the changes underway is a shift to a focus on the what is. This fuels the fear a bit, as my mind screams, "But what NEXT!?" and there is nothing, in the familiar way, to occupy it.

My successes are things which, to many people, would seem mudane and obvious. But they are mine, nonetheless.